In this book, I tackle the difficult topic of grief and mourning that goes beyond polite conversation. I attempt to give license and space to those who have experienced tragic losses but may not have felt free to grieve openly. In this personal account, I share what many of you may have thought and felt but were afraid to say or fully express. I bear my heart and take you through all of the pain, doubt, and uncertainty of moving forward through grief and hopefully conclude with a message of hope.